Future Me (Holly Schindler)
I was really young when I read Judy Blume's Forever. I mean about nine. Yeah, I know. I was obsessed with everything Blume--Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing, Are you there God? It's Me, Margaret. The usual elementary-school-aged books. I knew Forever was about first love. But I didn't know it was about a girl's first physical relationship until I started reading.
Clearly, at that age, I knew nothing about what it was to have a boyfriend. Or romantic feelings for another person. But I knew that someday, I would. I didn't know anything about driving a car or wearing makeup (other than bubblegum flavored lip-gloss). I didn't know what it was to attend school where you had to change classes. But I knew I would.
When I read Blume, I got a chance to imagine a grown-up version of me. As much as I was walking in her character's shoes, I was walking in my own--the someday shoes of a future me.
Maybe, really, that's one of fiction's greatest powers. Maybe it jumpstarts not only our imagination but our ability to daydream--about where we're going, what we want to do, who we want to be.
Judy Blume is the reason I published under my real name. I admired her so much and for years, I'd harbored this secret dream that some day, I could share shelf space with her in book stores.
ReplyDeleteThat's awesome! I bet you guys have been side-by-side...
DeleteI have a photo of our books beside each other. Best day of my life!
DeleteI love the concept of "Future Me" as it applies to books we read when we're younger.
ReplyDeleteHey, thanks, Mary! I still do that as a reader...
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