I don't usually talk specifically about my books here, but I though this topic demanded it. I spent most summers during my teenage years at sleep away camp in the Adirondack mountains of New York State. It was from these experiences that I came up with the idea for my novel Dear Cassie. It is about a girl in a wilderness program, who keeps a diary of her 30 harrowing days there.
In honor of July 4th, I thought I would share an excerpt from the book that contains some fireworks, literally and figuratively.
We kept walking on the lake trail, the bullfrogs croaking. There was also a humming in my ears from the nicotine.It could only be from the nicotine. It had nothing to do with being outside, at night, alone with Ben. It had nothing to do with Ben coming to the cabin and taking me instead of Nez and it definitely had nothing to do with the stars above us shining like they were the sky’s tiara.I stopped on the trail and looked up, taking them in, when all of a sudden bright colored lights exploded in the sky—fireworks, one after another, on top of each other, huge kaleidoscopes of light, like sparkling rainbow spiders.“How did you know?” I asked, my voice going softer, like if I talked too loudly they would stop. It was so beautiful, after weeks of so much ugly.Ben turned to look at me, the colored lights in the sky turning his skin pink, blue, green. “I’m magic.” He shrugged.I geared up to tell him to fuck off, because that was some corny-ass shit, but then I realized that he really kind of was. In that moment he was able to actually make me forget being me.“I would try to kiss you,” he said, “but I’m afraid you’d kick me in the balls.”“I probably would.” I laughed, the sky filling with noisy color like paint launching from a giant popcorn popper. “But like I said, it wouldn’t be about you.”“I guess I’ll have to figure out how to make it about me,” he said, taking off his boots and socks and standing. “Come on.”“There is no way I am getting near that water again,” I said.“I’ll make sure nothing happens to you,” he said, holding his hand out to help me up.I looked at his palm, open, waiting, just wanting to hold mine. For once, I didn’t think about anything except that there was a cute, sweet, smart-ass boy standing in front of me with his hand out.I pulled off my boots and socks and took it.We stood at the lakeshore, our hands still clasped, the water licking our feet, fireworks decorating the sky.I turned to him. He was looking up, his mouth open in wonder like he was trying to swallow the moment.It was definitely one worth keeping.