The One Teacher I Hated: Kimberly Sabatini
Today I thought I
would talk a little bit about my 6th grade teacher. I had a series
of hardworking, caring English teachers over the course of my childhood. Seriously,
they were all great, but I’m going to tell you about the one teacher I hated.
I was scared to
death of Mrs. Mignault. At the time, I was convinced she was Satan’s
handmaiden. Perhaps this was just an unfortunate side effect of spending too
many years in Catholic School. Or maybe it was because she was strict and
grouchy most of the time. Or perhaps it
was because I adored my 5th grade teacher more than I’d ever loved a
teacher before. I’m sure the truth is a jumble of all those things, but for the
record, I was not optimistic about the 6th grade.
But people are rarely exactly what you think they are. I specifically remember
the English class where Mrs. Mignault wrote a poem on the black board.
(Yeah, I said black board, I’m old school.) With her thin lips pressed tightly together, she made
us copy the poem down and commit it to memory. *groan*
The poem was titled In Flanders Fields and it was written by John McCrae, May 1915. Mrs. Mignault began to recite the words. She walked
us through each line. And we were quiet. We were listening. Instead of yelling
at us, she was talking to us. It was the moment I realized she had poetry in
her soul. The subject and the words moved her—she felt them deeply. It was
about war and loss and I could picture it all so clearly.
From that moment
on, I never looked at her or poetry the same way again. She taught me that
words had the power to transform people. Hadn't she changed right before my eyes? I never told anyone what a life altering experience I had that day in 6th grade. I suspected they would have
laughed at me. Even so, I’m sorry I kept it a secret. I wish she would have
known--that from that day on—a piece of me loved her.
In Flanders
fields the poppies blow
Between the
crosses, row on row,
That mark our
place; and in the sky
The larks, still
bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard
amid the guns below.
We are the Dead.
Short days ago
We lived, felt
dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were
loved, and now we lie,
In Flanders
fields.
Take up our
quarrel with the foe:
To you from
failing hands we throw
The torch; be
yours to hold it high.
If ye break
faith with us who die
We shall not
sleep, though poppies
grow
In Flanders
fields.
In Flanders Fields by
John McCrae, May 1915
Perhaps Mrs.
Mignault is watching me. Maybe she was there the day I held my book in my
hands for the first time. I like thinking she knows I’ve taken what she gave me and I hold it to the light.
"It was the moment I realized she had poetry in her soul." -- So well-said. It's wonderful you had an experience like this early on.
ReplyDeleteYvonne
Oh! I got goosebumps reading that poem. What a wonderful gift your teacher gave you. Thanks for sharing, Kim.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, an experience like this hits harder when it comes from such an unexpected source...
ReplyDeleteI hated my 6th grade teacher too. I love what you said about taking what she gave you to the light.
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful and touching story!
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