I Owe It All to...

 ... my first jobs, sort of.  Let's start with my first three paying jobs:

1. Babysitter. After the kids went to bed, I got so bored I found myself being awakened by parents looming over me. Embarrassing. That occupation was short-lived.

2. Department store employee, high school. As a floater in a major department store at a time when at least two employees manned every department, I was assigned wherever they needed me. I floated everywhere from Art Supplies (my favorite) to Linens to the Men’s Bargain Basement (not its real name). The job was good when things were busy. But when they weren’t, I was so bored I could only think about how much my feet hurt from standing around for hours, and how much I didn’t want to do this when I grew up.

3. Factory worker, two summers in college. Staying busy – making cloth-covered buttons, clipping threads on Girl Scout vests, packing up merchandise for shipping – was never an issue. I would even change my approach to tasks to see if I could be more productive. But that was the limit to creativity. So... bored again.

Jody and a co-worker
during an un-boring time.
 But boredom wouldn’t be an issue with my first professional job, advertising copywriter, right? Initially, I was too scared to be bored. No one had ever paid me to write anything. Did I actually have the skills? Was I good enough? My impostor syndrome soon disappeared. Things were swimming along until…
The Un-Busy Period
Very long story, very short (I don’t want you to get bored: I know how that goes). But me? I did get bored.
That's when I discovered...
Boredom receives too much negative publicity. 

When you’re bored, your mind is free to think the most random of thoughts. And that’s what I did. In those fallow periods, I toyed with puzzle-making, I fooled around with Dr. Seuss-like wordplay, I wrote rhyming picture books that no one will see. I even turned a dream into a short story.

Boredom became my BCFF, my best creative friend forever.

So, thank you, boredom, for showing me how to become the writer I never knew I always wanted to be. I owe it all to you! 

Jody Feldman makes good use of those boring times – long car rides, long lines, uninteresting lectures – to think some of her best thoughts. They’ve already turned up in all her books, especially the thing that opens the box in her YA thriller No WayHome.

Comments

  1. Fun to read. It would seem that boredom was but a different word for unbridled creativity.

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  2. Oh, man, this is so true about boredom.

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