Saturday, February 13, 2021

Reclaiming My Heart by Jodi Moore

Last week, I wrote a dialogue between two characters in a middle-grade novel I’ve been working on for quite some time:

 

            “Where have you been hiding?” she whispered.

            Where have you? it seemed to question in return.

 

It stopped me cold. Because I realized my main character was talking to me.

 

You see, I’ve been writing this novel from a perspective not simply in third person, but as much removed from a personal tragedy as I could possibly manage. I altered the event. I changed the challenge. I told myself I needed to protect those I love.

 

And yet I continued to believe I could somehow help others face their own truth while hiding the truth from myself. (Spoiler alert: you can’t.)

 

If there’s anything I’ve learned in this past year, it’s this: we cannot deny the devastating consequences of deception and lies.

 

Admittedly, it’s taken some time, but I’m finally coaxing my innocent adolescent heart out of hiding. She wasn’t easy to find. You see, she’s been silent, frozen under layers of ice, but I’m giving her back her voice. 

 


 

And I’m so looking forward to see what she has to say.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

9 comments:

  1. And it is making all the difference. ❤️

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  2. And there in lies the lesson...to thine own self be true. I sense a Spring thaw right around the corner! That time of year when all manner of beauty bursts through and takes over the land. Can't wait to see what comes up!

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  3. What a lovely comment, PJ! Thank you - I'm feeling hopeful too. xoxo

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  4. I love when this happens! Good luck!

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  5. Wow. This sounds like the beginning of a REALLY powerful book.

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